Will You......

Will You Ever?

I don't think you will
Ever fully understand
How you have touched

I don't think you will ever know
Just how truly special you are
That even on the darkest nights
You are my brightest star

I don't think you will ever fully comprehend
How you've made my dreams come true
Or how you've opened my heart
To Love and the true wonders it can do

You've allowed me to experience
Something very hard to find
An extraordinary love that exist
In mind, body, and soul

I don't think you could ever feel
All the Love I have to give
And I'm sure you'll never realize
How you have been my will to live

You are an amazing person
And without you I don't know where I'd be
Having you in my life
Completes and full fills every part of me

Is This Love (1990 something)

is this love that drives me crazy?
to think of you all day
or is it a false feeling
that soon will go away
why is it when i think of you
i also think of me
why you're with me in my mind
in everything that i do
this could be infatuation
just wanting romance
are we just in love with love
merely a passing trance
then why do you cross my mind
or pop into my head
a memory of a deed you did
or something that you said
i searched all over for the answer
looked around and asked above
but found it lying in my heart
no doubt this is love

~Michael

My Conversation

I sit here in awe of the power of the Holy Spirit, amazed in your Greatness
Feeling alone and vacant in my soul, my shine dimmed by darkness and the pain
Words just crashing into you like waves of the sea, over powering you, cleansing you
New breath, new light illuminates inside you, a guiding light of hope you’ll become
Afresh, rejuvenated in your grace, bathed in your glory
I needed you, and you sought me out, found me, and saved me.
This path I once battled, I travel again with you as my beacon to righteousness with the Lord
You sent your soldier to console and lead me on my journey, for this I thank you!

Poem From the Past

Hold on, stay strong, the worries of my world holding me down..

Let it go, put it in Gods hands, set them free

Can't think, can't move, breathless, the questions linger

My world slipping away, my soul is breaking

This burden pressing me down, tying me up, beating me motionless

Took this weight to move on and to set it free

My shoulders cracking, my head still pounding, frustration building

Close your eyes, grit your teeth, hold it in, breath out

Built this existence, not alone, but trying to remedy this coma of the previous

Wandering lost with without you Lord, I need you in my life

My flesh of my flesh yearning, suffering as the battle lingers

The journey seem endless as the rain streams down in puddles at time

Choking, gasping, drowning, I want to find peace with the Lord

Save me, hold me, help me, Love me, carry me, I beg of you….

I thank you for my birth and all that's followed

I thank you for today and I will pray for tomorrow

I pray for my enemy and those who used violence against me

There is something better after here but everybody won't go

I ask you to forgive them and hope they see the light

~Michael

Move On - Infamy Ft. Kenny Kaye (Produced by Mr. Kooman)

Move On - Infamy Ft. Kenny Kaye (Produced by Mr. Kooman)

Please take a listen to this and pass it on.  This a close friend of mine and kat is inspiring and all about real talk!!

Random Thought about Tuna Cans!!

Ok people, so I have been working out and eating a lot of protein, but just had a thought.. Please reply with yours.  Why are there some tuna cans you can buy that have a pull top or soup that has a pull top, and others don't?  Why not just make them all pull tops?? Is this some type of conspiracy with the can opener companies?? I am baffled.. Post your thoughts!

Insanity (continued)

Well it's been a while since my last post, I have had my nagging hamstring and just been slacking it to be honest.  I am back into the routine working out every day a drinking my shakeology.  I have decided to stop weighing myself and just get after it.  I am taking pictures and will post later when I get to my goal of my belly going away.. lol.  The work outs have gotten somewhat easier, when I say easier, that just means I can keep working out with out wanting to fall to the floor and just stop.  I still hate Shaun T and flip him off every workout!  Pure Cardio, Plyo Cardio, and Resistance still kill me each time.  I still get sore, I still can't feel my legs just does not happen as fast.  I will say this, I have only thrown up once since my last post so I will keep you posted!!